Is tiring…

i told him last night dat i hate him

i noe dats going to hurt him

but i not to find the way out of the hatred

is affecting me.

I need to ease the pain dat is on me,

but by doing so, i have to hurt him.

Have i done the correct choice?

i choose to hurt him, to save myself.

im being too selfish, isn’t it?

i dont like ppl to say:” i hate you”

but now im doing this to someone.

If i dont tell him, i cant ease the pain

is painful to hate someone, and is tiring controlling emotions every seeing him

i want to put it to a end

i dont want to hate anyone

we are all humans being right?

i believe in loving all ppl around

I choose to forgive every ppl

But this time i cant forgive him, and the hatred grow

is very scary how big the hatred is

I have learn to be true to myself

but what is the truth?

do i really mean dat i hate him or do i really respect him and think he left a great impact to me?

what is the truth?

is the 1st time im dealing with such big hatred.

I will let go and move on.

These are experiences that make us grow and become valuable parts of my life.

Everything has the 1st time, let this be the time i learn how to handle my hatred.

if i was given a chance to choose

i would rather not to meet him

is causing me to much pain

but also dis is also a lesson i learn lots of things

i learn to be true to myself,

i learn to be brave enough to face the hatred

i learn to express myself

i learn to be honest, not lying to myself

i learn is hurtful to the other

i did learn alot last night, is also a valuable night i have.

人间，最美的是宽恕。

恨是一种可怕的感觉。它随时随地都有可能把你的理智吞食掉。当你尝试把它忘却时，它的力量反而更强烈。所以也只能无奈地望着慢慢把你的理智吃掉。

放下恨意，真的需要很大的勇气。

我自认没有。

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