i felt disgusted!!
February 6, 2010
it is the same feeling i had last year
when i was under the stress of the NJRC
i wanted to give up
i was sick and tired of programming when failure hit me
many many times
i was very tiring to see ur robot fail each time
we stay back many times
correcting the programme hoping it will work
but always fail
~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~
is it the same as the situation now
under the time stress
i seriously dont want to continue anymore
i cant get my passion back towards maths
i wanted to say:” I GIVE UP!!! “
i dont want to force myself to like the subject again
i really feel disgusted
even now, i feel disgusted when i saw the word
MATHEMATICS
no matter how many times i told myself:
- is ok. cool down, dont think too much
- hang on
- dont give up
- u still have the passion dont u?
negative answers always appear in front of me
i must be crazy when i say i like maths
( or i must be crazy now)
